To good friends

thank you

The rain on my window pane in November
makes me shiver
and think gentle thoughts
of the new season to come.

right outside my window pane
there lies a raindrop
thinking gentle thoughts of November.

Stumbling...

Looking through some old photos and stumbled upon these wonderful pictures of Oregon's blue skies, and lush mountains. Reminds me that I need to make it my number one goal (after finding a new abode of course) to visit this magical place again. I've promised this to Miss Reginato. Must make it happen.

"you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you"

I had to change up the layout a bit. The one before was too summery. I needed darker tones to match with this great weather we've been having. I love the beginning of fall. I immediately get these old feelings from the past, and for some reason it's mostly from when I was 13. I don't know why it's that age, but it is, and that's okay with me.
Some pictures from Austin:

Decisions, decisions~

In my personal opinion, I believe this is my best video yet. Maybe they are just silly wanna music videos to you, but for me they are special. They help me remember feelings, and certain events that I might have forgotten. They help me remember people. The music set in the background creates the entire theme or mood if you will of the video as a whole.

Now for some random and very old 35mm film...

Oh dear, oh dear, what do you fear?

These lectures I hear of World War One
I hardly remember the song they sung
the allies that weeped
the soldiers feet
I hardly remember who they defeat.
Democracy, democracy, never ever aristocracy
the red scare! how dare-we don't belong in there
and the crash that came down on a sad Wall Street day
people lost everything
that's what they say
their millions of fortunes built up from the ground
on a sad Wall Street day
came tumbling down
Hoover cried and cried "oh my oh my"
and looked down at his country with poverty eyes
Then along came Roose with a message for a few
and a New Deal that we will instill
at least he had good intentions and that's how i feel.
Though I don't understand the implications of some
or how our navy went to number one
the fights in the night
the sad children's eyes
it must have been hard
they all surely cried
but some stood afar
hands covered in tar
laughing with tears
wondering what it would be like to live right here.

Thought for today

~We have come to this constant need of acceptance from the internet world of social networking. We have deluded ourselves completely from anything involving simplicity, and what once was considered normal. We are a tiny planet inside a gigantic universe waiting patiently for the next big thing, or the end of it all... I'm not sure.
~We are tiny people wondering cautiously about the cities inside our mechanical cars with our electronic devices providing us with melodies in an attempt to put off the stress of our days. Because all days are the same routines as our yesterdays, we will rarely have a mystery for our tomorrows. Our goodbyes are what make us weep. We will always be saddened by a goodbye that is forever, because we will never know where dead ones go.
~It is all so truthful and clear at times to understand or interpret what this thing called living is all about.... or maybe I'm not living, but maybe dreaming, dying, or sleeping perhaps?